Mending a malleable assumption.
I feel broken. Like, my heart literally sunk to the bottom of the bottomless ocean. I feel guilty for everything I’ve been doing lately. I feel I neglected you and I took advantage over you all the time. Then this conversation comes up & now I’m soo hurt. You played it so well, that you were happy and carefree. I believed your smile & everyone else did too. Now that I know everything you’ve kept from me, I can’t stop crying. Our conversation ended with some ranting, laughing, and in a much happier mood, but I can’t stop replaying all the words beforehand. You being a hypochondriac only makes me feel even worse. Whatever happens in the future, I will always be there to take care of you. I love you. My body aches. I don’t think I’ll be sleeping tonight.
Mending a malleable assumption.
I feel broken. Like, my heart literally sunk to the bottom of the bottomless ocean. I feel guilty for everything I’ve been doing lately. I feel I neglected you and I took advantage over you all the time. Then this conversation comes up & now I’m soo hurt. You played it so well, that you were happy and carefree. I believed your smile & everyone else did too. Now that I know everything you’ve kept from me, I can’t stop crying. Our conversation ended with some ranting, laughing, and in a much happier mood, but I can’t stop replaying all the words beforehand. You being a hypochondriac only makes me feel even worse. Whatever happens in the future, I will always be there to take care of you. I love you. My body aches. I don’t think I’ll be sleeping tonight.
Posted 3 months ago
